Tuesday, December 25, 2012

trying trying trying not to be down today.

     Well, it is Christmas day and I was so optimistic that my out look two days ago would hold. So hopeful that the great days I had on the 14th and 15th would overshadow the emptiness of today. Guess not.

     Ran my 5 miles in wind chill temps of 10 to 15 degrees. Ouch. Oh my lungs. But I persevered. My coping mechanism at its best. baked some Pillsbury cinnamon rolls. comfort food. napped. before noon. not looking good at that point for positivity.

     Spending the night tonight at my son's empty apartment. Grateful not to have to deal with the weather. This is weird.

     I feel determination building.

     Moving toward a better tomorrow. More love. More authenticity. 2013.

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