just can't stop asking...

Why?

Why? Why? Why?

That is the theme of my mind.

and I'm tired of it. 

but I can't stop.

I want to know why

life is so tough even though I try so hard

there are so many really hungry people when there is so much wasted opulence

people can't get healthcare in so so many countries

and americans bitch about the healthcare we have

sadness is everywhere I look

people scare me and frustrate me and don't see me

the mirror is so harsh

 beauty and normalcy have such a narrow space

and so many don't fit in between the margins of that space

I can't find the happiness I thought was out here somewhere

really really nice, kind and generous people are minimized

truth is undervalued and made flexible

honesty is painful

integrity has become expendable

and why oh why oh why

do I have more questions now then ever before?

I have alot more questions than that. 

And they don't all start with why. 

I used to think I had some answers.

I only have one. 

Jesus.

I'm counting on Him having the rest of the answers. 

Jesus.

stepping out

     Well, a new location and lack of stamping friends is causing me to drop from the ranks of Stampin' Up! demonstrators. I will miss the connection as I miss the friendships, fellowship and teaching and coaching others to create. I've always been my own best customer but I can't really justify being my only customer!

      On the bright side, in the past I have considered that focusing on one catalog and company may have been stifling my creativity in some ways. Possibly. So... I will be stepping further out into some other styles and product lines along with continuing Stampin' Up! products. After all, SU really does have excellent quality paper and stamps.

      So, that said. Here are a couple samples of some Tim Holtz products. If you like grunge and steam punk he has a whole line of inks, stamps, paper and more at   www.timholtz.com  

and the inside...

and another...

Hmmm. New stuff, same style. Gonna have to fiddle around with this more!

Sounds kinda like my life. 

How about you? Still fiddling with the same style but wishing for new, different or just a change?

Well, let's keep at it. No telling what direction we may go!

just another monday thought and creation

     Some days I don't think I have an original or creative thought in me. This is one of those days. So I shall share a thought of someone much more profound. 

"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again

and expecting different results."

Albert Einstein

Have a happy week.

Monday Monday

     What is it about music that brings you back to a certain time or place or experience or emotion? Just typing in Monday Monday did that for me. Back many many years to a young, dreamy me sitting on my bed looking out a window on a rainy, dark morning and wishing for more.

     Well, that wasn't at all what I was thinking this Monday! Out my window this morning it is warm and sunny and there is a gorgeous fella in a t-shirt climbing ladders and washing windows at my brothers house...happy Monday!

     And I have a couple new creations to share. Too hot outside so I might as well stamp inside!

This pretty bird is from the Stampin' Up! hostess set Simply Sketched. Love this set!

These birdies are from the Stampin' Up! set called Wetlands. SU can make an artist out of all of us! 

And if you like these stamps or want to see more choices and ideas you can go here:

www.janebuchanan.stampinup.net

Have a great Monday and I hope you see beauty out your window today, also!