Sunday, July 28, 2013

just can't stop asking...

Why?
Why? Why? Why?
That is the theme of my mind.
and I'm tired of it. 
but I can't stop.
I want to know why
life is so tough even though I try so hard
there are so many really hungry people when there is so much wasted opulence
people can't get healthcare in so so many countries
and americans bitch about the healthcare we have
sadness is everywhere I look
people scare me and frustrate me and don't see me
the mirror is so harsh
 beauty and normalcy have such a narrow space
and so many don't fit in between the margins of that space
I can't find the happiness I thought was out here somewhere
really really nice, kind and generous people are minimized
truth is undervalued and made flexible
honesty is painful
integrity has become expendable
and why oh why oh why
do I have more questions now then ever before?

I have alot more questions than that. 
And they don't all start with why. 

I used to think I had some answers.

I only have one. 

Jesus.

I'm counting on Him having the rest of the answers. 

Jesus.





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